she sleeps in daytime and be active at night
she couldn't stop making up the story in mind
she found that she doesn't trust others
she doesn't trust herself either
she doesn't trust ...
if there is a pair of shoes could let her land
Thursday, October 28, 2010
Tuesday, October 26, 2010
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Every time we say goodbye,
I die a little -
Every time we say goodbye,
I wonder why a little -
Cole Porter
Monday, October 25, 2010
Friday, October 22, 2010
Wednesday, October 20, 2010
Tuesday, October 19, 2010
today
today is her Mom's birthday
she is extremely sad
she couldn't celebrate with her
she called to remind her brothers
she found her elder brother giving up her mom
she found her 2nd brother asking her home
she is lost in gambling
she is lost in melbourne
she has no energy
she feels sick
she is too small to suffer
she doesn't know what to do
she has no privacy at home
she did wrong
she needs some time
she knows she couldn't go back
she hurt and be hurt
she doesn't want to be an actress
she makes herself naked
pls...
Don't write anything to Chloe again
she would rather be blind and deaf
She is crying
she feels painful
She is too sick on bed
She has lots of thing to do
just leave her alone
could sthey go back to be the strangers?
she said sthey should keep being strangers in day 1
why she has to suffer from her leaving
why search her
why date her
why meet her
why leave her
Monday, October 18, 2010
CHLOE
she got a holiday work
she got to make the decision
she got the ending of Chloe
she loves Chloe
she walked in to her world one day
she made herself as a storyteller
she lived in her own world
she shared her pain
she gave her a sign of love in cafe
she didn't get it
she was too sad
she kissed her
she made her fall in love with her
she left
she got mad
she approached her family
she was not only a business transaction holder
she kissed him
she destroyed her family
she pulled her
she fell
she lived in her heart forever
she hates to say good bye
good bye
good bye
good bye
good bye
good bye
good bye
good bye
good bye
good bye
good bye
she could only say here
Saturday, October 16, 2010
raining in the past
she came
she read
she sat on her black sheet
she touched the white buttons
she watched
she typed
she left
she closed
she thanked
she told herstory
she talked about her past
she kept talking about her past
she kept missing her past, no matter in the way of hate or love
she listened to her past
she hated her past hurting her
she hasn't been recovered from her past
she escaped her past
she should go back and face to her past
she should stay here as her presence
Thursday, October 14, 2010
Tuesday, October 12, 2010
Sunday, October 10, 2010
untouchable
she found her sky falling down
she found her absence
she found her smile in op shop
she found her shadow everywhere
she is killing her
she is having wine
she is thinking too much
she is silly
she is leaving
she is staying
she is mad
she is fine
she is fragile
she is nothing
she is untouchable
she is untouchable
Friday, October 8, 2010
really?
"Everyone wants something from me and I don't feel like I have anything left to give
The thing I like about confession is
You don't have to see the other person's face and
you don't have to see how hurt they are
when they realized that you can't be that thing they want you to be"
touched by Shane
"You might find there are people who don't want anything from you
they just want to know you?"
really?
"I haven't met anyone like that
anyways, there's nothing to know"
"I don't deserve it"
"forget about deserve
deserve suggests you have to work for it
just think I'm entitle to it"
really?
Thursday, October 7, 2010
herstory
she loves to say “So cute!” everywhere but she doesn’t like pink
sthey created the blue sky finally with lots of silly smile
she gave her a great day
she likes purple
she assumed purple is for particular ppls which could be similar to sthey
she told her herstory
she didn’t tell her hers
she was afraid to tell
she questions why ‘love’ could hurt ppls finally
she gave her the sharp eyes
she feels her pain
she could be the one likes purple
she feels painful to tell
'I don't do relationship.'
by Shane in The L World
just because of pain and mess?
Wednesday, October 6, 2010
Tuesday, October 5, 2010
give gave given
she gave her cats and owl
she gave her smile
she gave her a msg
she doesn't know whether its good to go
she is afraid
she is going to rain
she prepared her something before she gave her something
something could be worn beautifully
Monday, October 4, 2010
she makes her read if she makes her write
thing is growing up slowly and quietly day by day
she dressed smart
she dressed Owl
she told her an animal combination of Owl which almost makes her believe
she loves standing
she loves listening
she paints Mireal in white
she said white is just good
she said her coffee mint is better than her cinnamon mints
she wanna tell her she doesn't want to finish cinnamon mints to carry it every day
she doesn't want to say good bye to the cinnamon mints and her
she and Mireal look sad after whitening
she wanna take pics for her
she knows she either
when before leaving
n
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Friday, October 1, 2010
I'm glad that I found Mireal and her!
She wrote me a beautiful story about Mireal, she and I.
I just feel luck that I found her finally. perhaps she found me in somewhere first.
She is going to leave very soon and we are probably not meeting each other again before her leaving.
perhaps we are the same type of people, fragile and romance
perhaps we could be very strong with our tiny bodies
perhaps we could be very gentle with our sharp speaking
perhaps we could be the strangers forever
perhaps not acting on is better
perhaps...
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